Acquiring Patience in the Fight Against Concupiscence
The Disciple
PATIENCE, O Lord God, is very necessary for me, I see, because there are many adversities in
this life. No matter what plans I make for my own peace, my life cannot be free from struggle and
sorrow.
The Voice of Christ
My child, you are right, yet My wish is not that you seek that peace which is free from
temptations or meets with no opposition, but rather that you consider yourself as having found
peace when you have been tormented with many tribulations and tried with many adversities.
If you say that you cannot suffer much, how will you endure the fire of purgatory? Of two evils,
the lesser is always to be chosen. Therefore, in order that you may escape the everlasting punishments
to come, try to bear present evils patiently for the sake of God.
Do you think that men of the world have no suffering, or perhaps but little? Ask even those
who enjoy the most delights and you will learn otherwise. “But,” you will say, “they enjoy many
pleasures and follow their own wishes; therefore they do not feel their troubles very much.” Granted
that they do have whatever they wish, how long do you think it will last? Behold, they who prosper
in the world shall perish as smoke, and there shall be no memory of their past joys. Even in this
life they do not find rest in these pleasures without bitterness, weariness, and fear. For they often
receive the penalty of sorrow from the very thing whence they believe their happiness comes. And
it is just. Since they seek and follow after pleasures without reason, they should not enjoy them
without shame and bitterness.
How brief, how false, how unreasonable and shameful all these pleasures are! Yet in their
drunken blindness men do not understand this, but like brute beasts incur death of soul for the
miserly enjoyment of a corruptible life.
Therefore, My child, do not pursue your lusts, but turn away from your own will. “Seek thy
pleasure in the Lord and He will give thee thy heart’s desires.”34 If you wish to be truly delighted
and more abundantly comforted by Me, behold, in contempt of all worldly things and in the cutting
off of all base pleasures shall your blessing be, and great consolation shall be given you. Further,
the more you withdraw yourself from any solace of creatures, the sweeter and stronger comfort
will you find in Me.
At first you will not gain these blessings without sadness and toil and conflict. Habit already
formed will resist you, but it shall be overcome by a better habit. The flesh will murmur against
you, but it will be bridled by fervor of spirit. The old serpent will sting and trouble you, but prayer
will put him to flight and by steadfast, useful toil the way will be closed to him.